2001-12-20 - 3:45 p.m. -



what a feature last night!!
really on my game. felt right on all levels.
it was just what i needed.
feel like i re-charged my soul last night.

poetry can do that.
i know this
it�s just that sometimes i forget.
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got a cool gift from two friends of mine.
a box of really nice chocolates, gourmet coffee
& an alligator hand puppet.

my son named the alligator Crocodile.
�Crocodile the Alligator.�
only a three-year-old could think of that.
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on the other side of life�
so many of my friends seem sad right now.
i don�t know what it is, perhaps the holidays.
i just want to pull all of them close to me
hug them & tell them that it will be OK.
i want them to truly believe it.
to feel hope in their bones.
i want to see the spark in their eyes again.
i want to be able to wrap up & give happiness
for Christmas but the stores are out.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 7 mugs
Cigarettes: 9
Candy: three x-mass mints
Now Playing: �Sweet Mistakes� by Ellis Paul
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�Ain�t it the strangest world
It�s wild & it�s dangerous
It�s soft as a pearl
Bring on the changes
Ain't it a beautiful world
A beautiful world�