2002-08-02 - 2:07 p.m. -




let�s start with the Daily Mouse update�
they are playing tonight.
�but where?� i hear you ask.
well�

Daily Mouse
tonight (Friday)
Lina's Roast
391 East Central St. (Rte. 140)
Franklin, MA
508/553-9663 for info

go on down. say hi.
get a coffee & enjoy.
tell them that i sent you.
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good night last night but shaky today. feeling edgy & nervous. don�t know why. spent last night with my wife just hanging out watching a movie. it was very nice to just relax & be with each other. felt good to just sit next to her & be relaxed & in the moment. felt like all the stress of the past few weeks was just draining from my body.

i think i know why i�m so freaked today. i�ve spent the past few weeks in emotional overdrive, strung tighter than a harp & flipping out over everything. then, last night, i relax. truly relax. i think my body is freaking out over the lack of stress. i can hear it thinking�

�ohmyGodohmyGod.. what is going on? we�re not stressed, we�re not on edge, we�re relaxing?!? it must be a trap. when is the other shoe going to drop?!? we�re sitting ducks!! aaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!! run for your life!! iiiieeeeeeeee!!

i think i�ll spend tonight getting my mind, body, & heart all on the same page. see if i can�t get this internal mess straightened out once & for all. got movies to watch tonight. perhaps the distraction will do me good. baby duty, coffee & movies. there are worse ways to spend a night. perhaps i�ll get rid of my headache by then. or I could just cut off my hair, burn some sage & sweetgrass, & cleanse myself. we�ll see what tonight brings.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 2 mugs
Cigarettes: 7
Candy: none
Now Playing: Artie Shaw from some jazz collection
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�What good is the moon if you can�t buy it or sell it?�
-Ivan Boesky