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the exhibit opening & vagina monologues went well. all the hard work paid off & people seemed happy with the results. the sunday reading was wonderful. just the thing i needed to clear the mind. great features & nice to see some friendly faces in the crowd. ended up hanging out for over an hour after the reading just shooting the shit with some people. i miss that contact. miss being able to just sit & talk & laugh & brainstorm & have a good time without having to be �on� for everyone. it was nice to be able to just be me for a while. now that the exhibit is open, i can get back to my regular routine. the downside being that now i have to deal with all the ghosts in my head. You are still a whisper on my lips You leave me when I'm at my worst Days go by and still I think of you there has been a lot going on in my head that i have been pushing to the background for the past few weeks. but now that things have started to calm down, i�m finding it all coming back to the foreground & i�m really not in the mood or mindset to deal with it. on the other hand, i can�t keep pushing all this stuff away. it is not going to disappear on it�s own. there are days when i�m very tired & no amount of sleep will make my feel rested. i�m going to stop now before i work myself into a mood. more tomorrow. enjoy the 2+ feet of snow. be well. |
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