2001-11-29 - 3:41 p.m. -




sleep is good
sleep is real good
went home yesterday and slept most of the day.
its been a long time since i�ve been able to do that.
i felt so indulgent. it was great.

my wife made it to texas just in time for the cold & snow.
you know something is wrong when it is warmer
in new england than it is in texas.
hoping she�ll have a chance to relax & enjoy herself.
i�m hoping that this is the recharging that she needs.
we all need that chance to pause & re-group.
i hope the weather gets better down there.

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i�m having dinner with my parents tonight.
i�m wondering how my son is going to react
when i show up for dinner & then leave without him.
knowing how my parents spoil him he�ll probably be glad
to see me go.

he was real upset when i dropped him off the other night.
we all have that fear of being abandoned.
i wonder if that is where it comes from.
there are times i feel like a bad parent.

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i�m going to hide out at the coffeehouse tonight after dinner.
i need that chance to re-charge too.
need that time to not worry about anything except myself.
hoping i can get some writing done.
(or at least get some ideas, coffee, & conservation)

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its 34 degrees outside right now.
it is supposed to be in the 60s tomorrow.
sing with me�
�i�m dreaming of a brown christmas�

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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 6 mugs
Cigarettes: 9
Candy: one large Life Saver
Now Playing: Van Morrison �Moondance�

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�If all else fails,
immortality can always be assured by spectacular error.�

- John Kenneth Galbraith