2002-05-07 - 11:28 a.m. -




today feels like a monday.
i have a headache that wants to become a migraine. i have no energy. i feel old today. the coffee is not helping. this is not good.

i need a nap.
i want to stretch out in the sun like a cat.
i want to sleep & not dream.
i want a day of no noise.

i think its time to use some of that sick time i�ve been saving. take the phone off the hook & curl up in bed with the cats. take care of myself for a change. not feel guilty about it. why is this such a hard decision. why do i feel obligated to work when i don�t feel good. fuck my work ethic.

i�m going home.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 6 mugs
Cigarettes: 5
Candy: 3 Advil
Now Playing: none
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�The Associate Minister unveiled the church�s new tithing campaign slogan last Sunday: �I Upped My Pledge � Up Yours.��
-from a church bulletin