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2002-06-04 - 3:13 p.m. -
the in-laws have come & gone.
no major disasters, no hassles, a fair amount of free food, & they bought us a new fridge for an anniversary present. all in all it went well. who would of thunk it?
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got a massage last night.
two hours of getting knots taken out of my neck & back. by this morning it was all gone. fighting the symptoms, not the root of them. then again, who really wants to face their troubles head on? every time i try to stand up & explain my position i just make matters worse.
there are times that packing up & splitting sounds like a good idea. i once dated a woman who thought that dealing with my death would have been easer than going through a break up. she called it �clean closure�. no loose ends to deal with. to think i slept next to her. but i do understand where she was coming from. we all want the �easy way out� of a tense situation. we forget that easy does not equal best. most of the time i just want simple. i don�t want a life of complexity & drama. i want simple things. love, happiness, health, a place to sleep, food to eat, friends. that is all of it. why is it so hard to find most of the time?
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 7 mugs
Cigarettes: 8
Candy: lots of M&Ms
Now Playing: Sage Francis �Personal Journals�
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�There are nights when the wolves are silent, and only the moon howls.�
-George Carlin
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