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still trying to get my head & heart in order. looking for tera ferma in my life but i keep coming up blank. none of my old comfort tricks seem to work anymore. despite how it sounds, i am trying to keep my mood up & not let things get to me, but they still do sometimes. spent a lot of time the past few weeks cleaning out my past. going through box after box of things i�ve held on to over the years. filled a lot of trash bags with stuff from my past; old photos, flyers, art projects, books, newspapers, magazines, clothing, etc, etc. gotten rid of close to 20 bags of stuff. can�t say i�m feeling any lighter, but the closets are cleaner. wondering what part of my past i�ve been looking for in all the boxes. (& if i really thought i would find it) i made a 30 x 40� canvas at work yesterday. tomorrow night i�ll sit at home & see what emerges from the paint. perhaps i�ll find what i�m looking for there. |
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