2002-11-19 - 3:49 p.m. -




spring is only 5 months away.
spring is only 5 months away
spring is only 5 months away
spring is only 5 months away
spring is only 5 months away

i can�t wait�
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just had a boatload of work dumped on me today. i now have enough conservation work to last me a year & it all needs to be done by february. who is stressed?

looking forward to painting tonight. started a few new pieces last night & feel like i�ve got a good idea of where they are going. it is the little things in life that keep me going.

finding comfort in paint & canvas. there is something sensual about painting that helps calm the demons inside my head. �painting hath charms to sooth��

realizing just how quiet the house gets at night. it is like the whole building sleeps when the sun goes down. i feel like a church mouse tiptoeing around so as not to disturb the peace. let myself become a small thing, slip into the background & become the quiet that stills the air. step outside into night chill & watch my breath mix with the sky. look at the stars & realize just how small & fragile we are. we are the Moon�s children & she watches over us at a distance. even when we cannot see her she is there. she reminds us of the cycles of life & gives dreamers a place to keep their hearts. she was our first true love & will be our last.

true silence reminds me that i am never alone.
the Moon will love me always.
even when no one else will.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 5 mugs
Cigarettes: 7
Candy: some M&Ms
Now Playing: Soul Coughing mix tape
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��As the radioman says, �It is 5A.M., and sun has charred the other side of the world and come back to us, and painted the smoke over our heads an imperial violet.�
it is 5 A.M and you listening to Los Angeles.�

-Soul Coughing �Screenwriter�s Blues�