2002-11-20 - 1:26 p.m. -



another night of not getting anywhere with the painting. spent hours on a piece, only to paint it over at the end of the night. think i may just throw the canvas away & move on. this is the third time i�ve started over with this canvas & i�m beginning to think that it just does not want to be painted by me. frustrated is putting it mildly. lets hope tonight�s painting goes better.

days like today i just want to curl up in bed & sleep a dreamless sleep. feeling like i just can�t get enough rest anymore.

i close my eyes & the world keeps spinning in my head. i can feel the ground shift beneath my feet & i remember that we are floating in an endless void, a small bluegreen planet in a vast universe. a billion stars & we are just so much debris left over from the beginning of time. we spin in an ever increasing orbit, floating ever farther away from our center & not even gravity can keep us still.

we will float in the void forever with only this small spinning rock to call home.
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like this surprises anyone�

What Kind of Coffee are You? by Medox


�& just to be really silly i took this one�

What Classic Pin-up Are You? by Medox



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the world is how you see it on any given moment. the view is everything. without distance we would never know just how far away we really are.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 3 mugs
Cigarettes: 6
Candy: some M&Ms
Now Playing: Vivaldi �The Four Seasons� (live recording)
�My sense of God is my sense of wonder about the Universe.�
-Albert Einstein
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�& one more�
Which WHO FRAMED ROGER RABBIT character are you?

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