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2002-11-28 - 10:12 p.m. -
day 3: short & sweet tonight. we ate lots. there is tension in the air on way too many levels. i had a migraine for most of the day (just now starting to feel better). not feeling very talkative tonight.
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stand on the edge of a tall building. feel your toes curling over the edge, the wind in your face. now, lean forward. feel the space open before you, the void ready to swallow you whole. feel your body leaning into the void. reach that point where you know you will fall & that there is no going back.
now change your mind. that is what i feel like right now. that feeling� that gut-dropping, spinning into the void feeling. i am not feeling very thankful tonight. i�m sorry
tomorrow is a new day.
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Today�s Stats
Coffee Count: 5 mugs
Cigarettes: 9
Candy: none
Now Playing: none
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"A man is not finished when he is defeated. He is finished when he quits."
-President Richard M. Nixon
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