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very tired today. mood is slowly starting to get better, but i�m still getting blindsided by these waves of sadness. hoping to lay low & spend the night painting & clearing my head. did not get a chance to paint last night (or go visit gary) but i got a lot of work done, so i guess it balances out. not a lot of fun, but productive none the less. just found out that an old friend of mine has moved back to the area. he is someone who both brings me joy & frustrates the shit out of me. still, i like him a lot & i�m glad he is back. now i�m wondering how long it is before he actually calls or shows up. the cold is really starting to get to me. just can�t seem to get warm enough. they are saying that it won�t start warming up until at least tuesday. spring can not come soon enough this year. what i would give to relax on my front steps in a tee shirt & cup of coffee right now. (i could do it now, i guess, but freezing to death is not on my to do list for this lifetime) i miss the green of trees. spent a good chunk of the day running a heat duct from the offices on the other side of the basement into my area. they had 6 heat ducts, i had none. they won�t miss one of them. (but did wonder what all the banging was above their offices. i�m not telling.) it is still cold in my office, but is slowly getting better. (was 59 this morning, now up to 64.) keep warm. |
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