2003-04-09 - 3:13 p.m. -



stray thoughts on a snowy wednesday�

i have a feature at capos tonight at 7:30pm. if you are in the area (lowell) stop on by & say hi. i still don�t know what i�m going to do for the feature tonight. think it will end up being a �lets see what i pull out of the bag� kinda night.

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i also have an art exhibit opening on sunday at 2pm. it is at the Sherry MacDougall Art Gallery in uxbridge. it is located upstairs from woodland spice & tea companyon main street. again, if you are in the area stop on by. free munchies.

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looking forward to relaxing tomorrow & friday night at home. need to spend some time at the house after being on the road the past few days. could also use the quiet time to help get my head in order. been riding the emotional roller coaster again since i got back & i want to stop it before it gets out of control. this is wearing me down.

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hoping i don�t suck tonight.
hoping i can sleep tonight.
hoping�

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i wonder what life would have been like if i had gone to massage school. i looked into it years ago & the cost was way out of my range & the time needed to take the classes was much more than i could spare. i can give a professional massage, but the law says that you need the piece of paper before you can do it for a living.

there are a lot of things that i can do but lack the piece of paper required to do them. but you need the paper money before you can get the paper pass that lets you get the job so you can earn the paper money. this must be why paper cuts hurt so much.

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i also had a chance to go to med school at one point, but that is a long story for another time. (it involves the air force, a wild texan, & a phone call to the pentagon.)

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there is a picture in my office (taken in the 20s) of two women in a french brothel. one of the woman in the picture has the nicest breasts i have ever seen. this is not a sex thing� they are just beautiful.

art comes in many forms

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that may be more information than you need to know. but hey, what the heck.

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more tomorrow
be well