2003-04-10 - 3:41 p.m. -




so, the gig last night was one of the worst i have ever done. it was, without a doubt, one of the most humiliating experiences i�ve had in a long time. a small crowd i can deal with. people leaving before the feature� been there, done that. but when the 11 of the 12 people in the audience leave before you even get a chance to start�

the owner left before i started.

the host announced that i would be starting in two minutes & by the time i hit the stage (less than a minute later) all but one person had left.

i�m so glad i printed up more books for last night.

last night just sucked all the wind right out of me. there are good nights & bad nights but damn� this was a bit too much for even me to chuckle off. it pissed me off. don�t even get me started on what i made in the hat pass. i can't believe that i drove to lowell for that.

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i�m really looking forward to relaxing at home tonight. after last night i need an evening of trash TV & painting. who knows, i may just screw off on the computer all night & get nothing done. there is always tomorrow night to paint.

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it is near the end of work for the day & i still have a ton of things i need to get finished before i go.

i may update this later if i get inspired. or i may just play sim city all night. who knows.

be well.

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i have an art exhibit opening on sunday at 2pm. it is at the Sherry MacDougall Art Gallery in uxbridge. it is located upstairs from woodland spice & tea companyon main street. if you are in the area stop on by. free munchies.

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