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2003-04-18 - 2:51 p.m. -



friday & i can�t wait to relax tonight.

passover dinner went well last night despite the last minute frenzy before everyone showed up. today, on the other hand, is shaping up to be a bundle of tension. only took 18 hours to go from calm to stressed. such are the ways of life i guess.

i�m on baby duty tonight while everyone else goes to the show at moonstruck. looking forward to relaxing at the house & getting some work done. hoping that things will start to calm down again after the show is over, but who knows what will happen between now & tuesday.

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on the flip side, i had a great time last night hanging out at java hut with some friends after the dinner. it was an unexpected get-together that just brightened my whole week. i need nights like that when i can just sit & talk & relax without having to be �on� for anyone. i forget just how nice it is to be me every now & then.

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finally gave in & decided to go to the slam nationals in Chicago this year. i was going to take a year away & do other things, but what i would want to do instead is just not in the cards. might as well go to where i have friends around rather than someplace alone.

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the mood swings feel like they are starting to pick up again. i�ve had a good run over the past week & a half, but i think it is coming to an end. i�m hoping that the meds i�m going on for the smoking will also help level the moods a bit. the doctor said that it would take 4-6 days for them to start kicking in, so i should have some idea about it by next weekend. could make for a fun week. i�m looking at it as a good experiment. if it works, great. if not, at least i gave it a shot. such is the story of my life i guess.

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need to get back to work. yes, i�m still working on the strong-box. i will be until the end of next week (at least). just want to get it finished & get it out of my lab. so it goes.

hope you all have a good night.
i�ll post at some point this weekend.

be well.

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please remember that
daily mouse is playing at moonstruck coffeehouse TONIGHT!!. you NEED to be at this show or you will regret it forever. go to the daily mouse website for all the info. sou�s mom will be there (& her dad may come too) so go & say hi to her folks. the more the merrier. the show starts at 8pm. moonstruck is on Rt.20 in charlton. squeak.

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& you know i can�t resist the online tests, so�

NAME ANALYSIS FOR: william macmillan

william:
Take advantage of all opportunities. You must develop your creativity and talents. You are determined to prove yourself to others. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You are always involved with projects and things to do.

macmillan:
You are always involved with projects and things to do. You have a need to be up front. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You need to learn when to let go. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have a need to be up front. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

yeah, sounds a lot like me. but i wonder, does the name give a hit of what we will become, or will we become something because of the name?