2003-05-21 - 1:58 p.m. -



�More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly.�
-Woody Allen

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quiet night planed for tonight. some painting & drinking of much coffee & computer games & just trying to get out of my head for a few hours.

got a few offers to watch the last Buffy but it just is not my thing & i was not feeling very social last night. (but a heartfelt thank you for the offer none the less. i know you were trying) when i�m in a crappy mood i don�t like to inflict it upon others if i can help it. why fuck up everyone else�s night just because i�ve got a burr up my butt. rather just lay low & hope the mood passes.

right now i�m just looking for a break� want the world to cut me some slack. i feel like someone painted a big target on my chest & now everyone is taking pot shots at me. i know i sound whiny & to a large extent i am right now. sorry if it gets on your nerves. here, go check out this site if you are looking for something more interesting.

hoping tomorrow brings something better. just hoping for something.

take care of each other.
more later

be well.