2001-11-13 - 2:13 p.m. -
a very up & down weekend helped friends of mine paint a refrigerator black (looks very cool & matches the stove they are newly married, have a new house that they are fixing up, and are two of the coolest people that I know.
Have you ever met those people who you just know they belong together? Yeah, they do. they make a great couple. Makes me happy to see. more people should be that happy. ---- ----- ----- ---- --- -- -- ---- -- -- -- -- - my friend Jon is a dad!! called him last night & found out that his wife Heather had the baby on the 5th. all of them are doing well (if a bit tired) once you are a parent nothing is the same. that is not a bad thing. --- ------- -------------- ---- -------------- got my ass kicked at air hockey the other night. did well at pool. been a long time since I went out to shoot some pool. I miss it sometimes. I miss having something to do with friends every night. there are times I feel very old �and no, this is not a �poor me� rant. it just occurs to me that as I get older my world shrinks. when I�m 80 it will be just me & a head full of memories. ------------ -------------------- -------------------- ------------- felt very alone on Saturday night. everyone split, other things to do more interesting places to be sat & pretended to watch TV it is nighttime in america and the world is spinning stars overhead and a silence that breaks the spirit there is a pulse to the world a beating below the surface that the trees understand defines death & rebirth winter & spring a cycle unstoppable it is nighttime in america and I want to feel that pulsing in my bones -------- ----------------- -------------- ------------- bad dreams last night too much to understand to little to grasp I want a night of quiet a night of soft dreaming I want to be asleep what I can�t be awake ------- --------------- ----------------- -------------- wah wah wah� blah blah blah� boy. I sound pissy today. I�ll try to get over my bad self. More later�. ------------- ---------------------- ------------------ Today�s Stats Coffee Count: 4 mugs Cigarettes: 6 Candy: 2 large Life Savers Now Playing: �This Is Now� by Jon Svetkey ------------- ----------------- ---------------------- �I drop this copper on the ground. So if you�re down you might pick it up. To coin a phrase, this is my way of praying That all through the day you�ll have good luck.� -Jon Svetkey �A Way Of Praying�
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