2003-06-03 - 2:15 p.m. -



He felt the loyalty we all feel to unhappiness -- the sense that that is where we really belong.
-Graham Greene, The Heart of the Matter

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not much to say, really.

looking forward to painting tonight. i need to feel the brushes in my hands, watch the paint spreading across the canvas. need to create something bright & alive.

painting is something that brings me joy. it expects me to be myself & nothing more. painting lets me be imperfect & falter� it lets me screw up & forgives me� it does not mind what mood i�m in� painting takes me just as i am.

there is little else in my life that will let me do that.

painting is one of the very few things in my life that loves me back.

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more tomorrow
have a good night
be well� please.